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Guy Candy Monday

30 Monday Sep 2019

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Happy Monday and how are we all?

I’m sitting here, reading blogs and sitting on my hands. Should I open my mouth? Probably not.

My first paycheck is in the bank and waiting for it to hit the ATM so I can pay bills, pay credit cards, put money aside for mid-month and then grocery shop and then…

Shop.

Mama doesn’t need new shoes, but she’s going to get them. And an outfit or two. Don’t judge me. I’ll STILL have money left over.

Life is THAT good.

My computer is having serious issues. Bad serious issues. As in slower than constipated hemmies, that bad of issues. If I can get it to boot, I’m copying things off, seeing if a system update is needed and if that doesn’t work, as I did a system refresh over the weekend, find a computer doctor. My life sucketh not!

Classes have been wonderful today. My Monday is a good day. Weird to look forward to Monday, eh? Right now, I’m looking forward to some leather clad hawtness…

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There ya have it. I’m still waiting for my laptop to boot, meaning I might be shy around for a while. I see it going to the shop. Meh. Have a Great Day!!!

 

For the record

29 Sunday Sep 2019

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Yes, I’ve been MIA. My POS has been having performance issues and I tried to correct it yesterday with a System Reset.

Didn’t work. Thing is STILL slow, it won’t let me access certain points on the webs, I’m moving things OFF the harddrive to see if that helps and I”ve not put certain programs back on it yet as if moving things off doesn’t help, we’re checking out the local compie doctor this week.

I made a phone call yesterday I was so happy to make. I got paid Friday and I called my mom and told her NOT to worry about me anymore. We’re were fine. We were good, God is good. Anything else can fall by the wayside, it’s okay. It doesn’t matter. I’m catching up tomorrow. i’m paying some things off tomorrow. We’re going to the grocery and not worrying about limits, it’s good. It’s all good. I’m finding the local food bank to make food donations. We’re unpacking and trying to find a church charity to give clothes to. Games to. Stuff animals to. I’m putting aside a slush fund, so Spawn and I can maybe to north over Christmas and meet his cousins. I might be able to go see Uncle Vanya – I’m NOT counting on it, but it’s a better possibility than it was when it was announced last week.

I’m a happy Zee-Camper. I’m so happy, I’m going to pay bills and catch up and satisfy a lot of people who have been pissing me off the last few weeks and then, I’m going shopping! I found my shoes yesterday, I’m going all leopardy tomorrow, RAWR, and things are going to be okay.

So tell, you what – as I missed Guy Day, Mancandy Monday, will be an all Guy ManCandy. It will either be during my lunch OR after school. Spawn will have the car and will be running errands several places and I’m going to be staying late. I have grades to do, Lesson planning to do, so staying late will be fine.

And we’ll get our RA/Guy fix, k???

Awright. Go forth and have a wonderful week!

And have some Richard!

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ManCandy Monday – On Tuesday!

24 Tuesday Sep 2019

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Hello and how are we all? I don’t want to say I dropped the ball yesterday, but I dropped the ball. More about that in a minute.

Saturday, I decided Spawn had been cooped up in this house long enough, so I took him down to our old stomping grounds to hang out, roam around and take pictures.

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And of course, we took pictures of the over-turned cargo ship!

About 3 weeks ago, this cargo ship – carrying 4000 brand new cars – came listing into the sound, before tipping completely over. It would have made port within a mile, and completely sunk a mile earlier. As it stood, it over-turned in the shallowest point of the sound, with NO loss of life.

But 4000 cars… yup. Toastie Cheese. I’ll thank God for the no loss of life. All the time.

They say it’s going to be there a while. It can be seen from many angles and places. It’s not far from the pier. Objects are actually closer than they appear.

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Shameful.

But it was nice to go ‘home’ for a short time. We drove by our old home – which someone bought and gave it the tender loving care – and trim repair, new roof, new deck and patio doors – that it deserved. New paint – it was beautiful. Spawn and I drove around it three times. We loved the house. We’ve been lucky that the homes we’ve lived in have fit our personality and had room for all of our junk!!!

There were things we were glad to see…

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We climbed the lighthouse back in 1999. It’s supposedly haunted. I’m glad it’s beautifully kept!

We ate at a favorite restaurant – Willie’s Weenie Wagon! Yummy!

We found a little outdoor library – one of those places where you can drop a book off and pick up a new one.

We were sad to see our bowling alley was gone. I mean… it burned to the ground a few years back. There were a few things gone. Old schools torn down, new ones built in their place.

The mall was dead. More than half of the stores were closed up, many stores that were open, closed at 5 on a Saturday. There wasn’t a total of 100 cars in the parking lot. 2 of the 3 anchor stores were gone. Sears and JC Penneys. When we lived there, there was a Steve and Barry’s – when they went out of business, Spawn and I headed every weekend. I got him the nicest jeans for 7.00. I think I bought him 3 pairs.

Our Japanese steakhouse was gone. Just a lot of things… gone. I keep telling myself – it’s been 9 or 10 years. Things change.

Things change.

All in all, I’m glad we visited. Spawn was happy to get out of the house. But I’m glad we don’t live there anymore. Just not a lot of life. Come to think of it, there wasn’t a lot of life going on when we lived there.

OH! And this!!! I drive past this every day to and from. I think my tax dollars can be better spent, y’know?

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(Actually, it’s a historical site, but I don’t think the building can be salvaged in any way, shape, or form. But you don’t know that because the marker blends in with the building!)

I am emptying my Photobucket this evening. They decided a few months back to make the free accounts (the one I’ve had for 13 years) MUCH smaller and as a result, they’ve put their ugly copy right on all of my pics, fuzzed most of them, won’t let me upload, download… until I pay them 10 bucks. So right now, I’m taking a lot of stuff out and down. My alternative is to find another free photo hoster OR do what a lot of people are doing and create multiple photobuckets. Right now, I”m taking most of my stuff out. I’m finding some things I forgot about… like a lot of the anon hate I got 4 years ago for trying to mind my own business and God forbid I should stand up and tell them they’re fucktards… but weyhey! What do I know? I loaded it there for safekeeping and I guess I need to safe keep it somewhere else, although I don’t know WHY….

I dropped the ball yesterday because another connections teacher and I share technology – mainly the interactive television. I have no projector, no mimeo, no promethius board to toss my power points and pdfs on. We share it. We discussed before school started that I did need it 99% of the time, and if they needed it, they’d let me know the week before, before I did lesson plans, so could plan accordingly. Works swimmingly. Until yesterday morning, when I get a text 20 minutes before my first class telling me, they needed it for a project they just found out about all week.

So I’m irate, because it did put me in a bind and I didn’t want to whine about it from a work computer.

Not to mention this teacher is married to one of the county big wigs.

And then I realized I had forgotten my HEALTHY lunch, hadn’t had breakfast, bought the school lunch that wasn’t healthy, my blood sugar skyrocketed (444) and needless to say, I came home, did Stabby stabby, ate and went to bed. It was under 200 this morning, so don’t fuss at me.

Right now, we need some Mancandy. k?

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I’m reading a book with him on the cover. I don’t read about vampires, but I’m reading HIM as a vampire!

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Better late than never, right???

 

 

GUY DAY!

20 Friday Sep 2019

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Good morning and how are we all? Has the week treated you well? My blood sugar has been a bugger all week. It comes down, it goes up. I swear, it thinks it’s a roller coaster. Right now, it’s up. 12 hour day yesterday at school, ate after 9:30 – and ate stuff I shouldn’t have. It tasted good but I am paying for it today! We’re watching it and if it doesn’t go down, I’ll be visiting the little hospital around the corner from where I live.

This needs to stop.

Other than that, my week has been pretty good. Every day, I feel better about this move and I’m ‘shown’ that I made the right decision. Not only that, it is proven to me in many ways it wasn’t me. That means a lot.

PS – anyone who follows me on Twitter, might want to stay away for a day or two. Twitter USED to be my political platform, but not so much lately. However, for some weeks I’ve been getting emails from Twitter, telling me a certain Democratic Presidential hopeful had tweeted and I was pretty much done. Either way, I spouted off and I expect backlash.

That’s okay. But still… a heads up.

So, are we ready for Hawtness in Leather??? I sure am!

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Okay, I’m set. Off to drink more water! lesson plans are done, just need to print them. I’m good to go!

ManCandy Monday

16 Monday Sep 2019

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Good morning and how are we all? Did we have a good weekend?

I fought with my blood sugar all weekend. I stayed very very thirsty all Saturday and Sunday – I must have drank several gallons of ice water. Normally, this is a sign my blood sugar is dangerously high, but when I checked it on my home meter, all it would say was ‘hi’.

Really? I don’t want it friendly, I want it to tell me what my blood sugar is.

Both former school nurse and current school nurse said older meters (which the home meter is) won’t register over 500. It will just say ‘hi’. As in ‘high’.

Joy.

Either way, it’s down to 247 or 243 this morning, which I’ll take. I have a salad with me as well as a LOT of water. This is pissing me off.

Actually, right now, a LOT of things are pissing me off, but I’m going to not say anything until I’ve worked through them and then use the proper channels (not public) to deal with the issues at hand. I suspect this is messing havoc with my blood sugar this weekend. Spawn wants to start working out again at the gym. I’m good with that.

I had hoped to do some writing this, but that didn’t happen.

I DID get the boxes unpacked and cleared out in the living room and the furniture placed where it’s supposed to be. I broke my lit magnifying lamp – it’s 30 years old, so while I got a lot of use out of it, you can’t find them anymore, so I’ll be back with the neck worn magnifying glass and the lamp between my feet. 😦 The curtains are hung up, so we’re moving along.

I need to hang pictures and then it will look ‘done’ – I found my hammer, but still looking for my nails!

I have an end table as well. The room is going to be a hodgepodge of unmatched color – oh well.

All said and done, it’s time for ManCandy. Come get your mancandy on!

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Have a great Monday!

Eddie Money

13 Friday Sep 2019

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The first time I saw Eddie Money was on Saturday Night Live  just as he was hitting it big. My first thought was ‘he’s 3 sheets to the wind’ – my 2nd thought was – but Damn, I’d hit that!

Let’s remember I was 17 and still a virgin. Those were the days.

Eddie lost his fight with esophageal cancer today. He was 70. He will always embody music of the 70’s and 80’s for me. he made my teenage and early 20’s years so much better!

Guyday!

13 Friday Sep 2019

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Hello and Happy Guy Day!

Also full moon and Friday the 13th. Joy. (sarcasm).  My classes are feeling the effect of the full moon and we’re watching yet ANOTHER storm waiting to come up the coast. The Bahamas do NOT need any more rain. Neither do either of the Carolinas. this is just…. overkill. I haven’t heard if ferry traffic has resumed to Ocracoke. My son and I went to Ocracoke Island back in 1998 – to see the lighthouse. It is on one of the Outer Banks and we loved it. Blackbeard liked to vacay there. Either way, it was cut off and flooded during Dorian and now we have the future Humberto heading this way. Good news is Dorian stirred up cooler waters meaning it will be hard for any strengthening for anything coming behind it for a while.

I am still fighting with my computer over the changes created by Avira. Really pissed. It’s completely done away with the app that supports gifs, meaning I can only open them via the internet and WordPress won’t allow me to upload those. They also messed up my PC Nook. Again, sends my nooks to the internet to read. It won’t support the Nook app and I’ve taken it off and redownloaded it twice (the Nook App). I’m thinking an ugly customer service rant is due on their Facebook.

So we’re back to posting archived Guy posts. I don’t think anyone will mind.

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Prettier than you.

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No you’re not. (sorry. No, you’re not sorry!)

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And there you have it. Have a great day!

Today, an angel earned her wings

11 Wednesday Sep 2019

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A dear friend of mine, Ruth, passed away this morning of ovarian cancer. It was her third battle with this disease, and one that hit quickly, painfully, and without remorse.

She was younger than me. Yesterday was her birthday. There are many things in this life I don’t understand, but her courage and faith kept her going much longer than the drugs did. She died with her father at her bedside, holding her hand.

She leaves behind three children and two granddaughters. Many friends.

Life is too short for anger. Life is too short to spend on hate. Tell the people you love them before it’s too late.

I remember

11 Wednesday Sep 2019

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I remember 9/11. I fear many have forgotten. However, I also remember 9/12 and I want to be the America we were on 9/12. We weren’t different colors or faiths or rich or poor. We wren’t different political ideologies. We were Americans and we stood defiant in the face of terrorism as one voice. I wish for that day we stood like that again because if we don’t, our country will designate.

Tumblr news

11 Wednesday Sep 2019

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So how many of us with Tumblr accounts got the email this morning informing us that Tumblr has been ‘acquired’ by Automatic – a company I’ve never heard of.

My only question is – are they going to go back to reasonable posting guidelines and STOP TREATING US LIKE KINDERS????

My email came complete with instructions on how to delete my account.

I’m going to be honest, I joined Tumblr back in 2012. I did so to have easier access to Karl Urban news and pictures. I stuck my big toe in that pond to discover that man had some of the craziest fans who would take your head off over things that didn’t concern them. I had an 18 year old with mental issues try to pick a fight with me over something he misconstrued and didn’t understand the subtle art of apology when I informed him he missed the point. His friends were PMing me, apologizing for him. I didn’t buy that either. I had a 16 year old try to tell me I wasn’t supposed to comment when I reblogged stuff. Role playing people who didn’t get role playing. The place was a bastion of underaged, hormonal idiots to whom everything was either ‘pure’ or cause for war. Of course, when The Hobbit came out and I found Richard, my Richarding took over. I couldn’t imagine NOT checking Tumblr several times a day. I lived there. I lived on the Richard thread. LIVED on it!

Oh and Richard has his share of crazy fans, but we won’t go there. I think my go round with Whozits Whatzits is pretty epic. And probably still discussed behind my back.

BUT I DIGRESS!!!

Life has settled down since then and I don’t visit any specific threads anymore. Occasionally, Richard or Karl will cross my dash, but most of my dash pictures now consist of food and flowers and funny stuff and puppies and kitties. And yeah, political stuff. I fear many of my former left-leaning friends have unfollowed and blocked me as sometimes, yes I do comment on The Stupidity.

Anyway, I get this email this morning and I’m hoping that Tumblr relaxes. I mean, we’re pretty mostly much adults here, right?

Suuuuuuuuuuuure.

In other news, I need to find my lease. My former landlord is being a complete twat. You would NOT believe the text message I received from her at 2 AM this morning. Cleaning carpets I understand, but the landscaping fee and the lightbulb fee and the demand for immediate sending of MORE RENT…

Idontthinkso.

Have some Richard.

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